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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 31, 2015, 3:56 PM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: http://www.lastfm.pl/user/Gos-Firewarrior
  • Reading: BOOKS!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Pillars of Eternity
  • Eating: fooooooood
  • Drinking: coffee
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I just noticed I'm on dA for 8 years. Wow. 
And I want to thank all of you guys. For being here. I met so many wonderful people on this site!
Thanks so much and lots of love! Wish I could hug you all :hug:

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Sometimes when people drink coffee, it makes them very sleepy. And some people get agitated after taking benzodiazepines. Antidepressant drugs can cause suicide. It's called a paradoxical reaction  and I think I have this effect after listening to this song - really awesome mood :) 
My camera doesn't work, my tablet doesn't work, is the world telling me I should take a break and have some fun with traditional art? :) 

Internship/internSHIT update.

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 27, 2015, 5:46 PM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: http://www.lastfm.pl/user/Gos-Firewarrior
  • Reading: BOOKS!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Pillars of Eternity
  • Eating: fooooooood
  • Drinking: coffee
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Sooo now I'm on surgery internship. 
I thought it would be an internSHIT, like the previous one. I was on ob-gyn and for two months, I haven't seen any childbirth or talked to any patient. I was in a room with three PCs (I was so happy there was Solitaire game lol) and I was writing hospital discharges. Yeah. That's what I learned to do. Copy, paste, modify, print. Oh, I also learned that if your laser printer says its toner is empty, you have to take it out, shake, and it can work again for a week or so. 
But the surgery isn't an internSHIT. I still do paperwork, but it isn't mindless copy-paste-modify, but it requires thinking. I also had an opportunity to use my MAGICAL DOCTOR STAMP for the first time in my life (after half year of being a doctor, LOL) and I was so happy (and a bit proud)! :) I also have "my own" patients, I admit them, take history, examine them, check on them every day, have a chat about how they are feeling... It's very nice. 
And I'm so happy I don't have to be on the operating theater! It's boring. During my studies all I had to do on the OR was: a) stand and watch surgeon's backs (because it's all that you can see - once I took a pic, you can see it for yourself - instagram.com/p/XiEV1wAKBG/?ta… YAY YOU'RE ALMOST A SURGEON NOW) or b) stand and hold the retractors, or sometimes c) hold a leg/arm. And I'm happy because there are other interns, who are eager to go there and look at surgeon's backs. Really :) 
But there is one really bad thing about the surgery. 
Death.
Today one of my patients was in a critical condition. She was not responsive and was breathing in this special way which only dying people breathe (death rattle). The family was informed and on the way. I was doing my paperwork as quickly as I could, taking breaks and going to my patient's room to check on her. She was alone, I didn't want her to die alone. No one should die alone. Every time I walked into the room I was so afraid it's too late, but she kept going. And after a few hours the family arrived. I was also afraid to talk to them, didn't want to be intrusive or something, but I finally managed to go and tell them I'm very sorry. I also told them that she's not suffering from pain, that they should just be there for her and moisture her mouth - that's the only thing they could do. 
When i was finishing my work day, she was still alive. I went to home, went to bed and slept for few hours, emotionally drained. 
It's hard. I know many doctors are immune to feelings when it comes to patients death, but I don't want myself to get rid of the feelings. It hurts, but it's a good pain. It's a part of being a human. Compassion, empathy... We'd be robots without it. 

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I move from dreamer to dreamer, from dream to dream, hunting for what I need. Slipping and sliding and flickering through dreams; and the dreamers will wake and wonder why this dream seemed different, wonder how real their lives can truly be.
  • Dream, in Sandman #22: "Season of Mists", episode 1

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Journal Entry: Tue Mar 31, 2015, 3:56 PM
  • Mood: Sentimental
  • Listening to: http://www.lastfm.pl/user/Gos-Firewarrior
  • Reading: BOOKS!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Pillars of Eternity
  • Eating: fooooooood
  • Drinking: coffee
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I just noticed I'm on dA for 8 years. Wow. 
And I want to thank all of you guys. For being here. I met so many wonderful people on this site!
Thanks so much and lots of love! Wish I could hug you all :hug:

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Wonder why you got a llama from me? :)
I give them as a thank you for favs and watches or to absolutely random people so they can have a nice furry friend. Everyone deserves a llama! :D
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pookielou Featured By Owner 23 minutes ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you soooo much for the llama...love your artwork...very unusual! Five Nights At Freddy's 3 - Phantom Mangle Icon 
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RammTomm007 Featured By Owner 39 minutes ago
Thanks for the llama. :-)
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L-TheDipshit Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the Llama...an important part of life Love La la la la   Your art's amazing! Meow :3 
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KainVK Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  New member
Thanks for the llama. Wonderful gallery. Keep your eyes open Gosia.
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Jayko-15 Featured By Owner 2 hours ago
thanks for the badge :)
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